ILLUMINATION

In my lover I found things unfathomable I solved things impossible Created creations because  As I said it ,it was. I prayed, boy oh boy I prayed So I touched power but my character... I refused to file off any excesses I refused to submit it To be chiselled Until... I had it all  But not relevance I could not Judge the mount of Edom because my obedience was not complete. The prince of this world came over and again and he found Indeed he did found something of his in me Yet I only wept for a second The next like a dog to it's vomit I went back there enjoying in fact the taste Because he is just my lover and not my Lord. On the morn of a bright day My lover came, his countenance I didn't understand .  His eyes flaming Red; his teeth white He has not come to woo me  Like he has always done. He came; his helmet on his head and salvation his breastplate. The light that shone upon his face I could not behold. There was no strength in my body I collapsed like ...

I'll find my lover Whose shadows I have been chasing Whose footprints are almost washed away by the rain But I have been taught his ways  And his paths I have understood well Yet my lover refuses to come to me Or let me near him He slips away from between my fingers saying  "There is more to me" The most I have seen is the most minute of what he has to offer he claimed. I'm sure I will find my lover Who several men  has chased Some failed, some fainting; others still in pursuit of him But the way of the spirit is narrow, only one man and the Holy Ghost I know it would be tough The road will be crooked But it is my Lover I will find at the end of the race When I find my lover I will behold his face and tell him all about my journey Though he saw it . I will let him see the scars and let his eyes run over them I will weep for joy yet for the mistakes And let myself find peace in his embrace Because through it all it was my lover I was chasing. It is him I ha...