True Freedom

Years after; I finally read the book completely

It took a lot but I did it

My next treatment, was to go into a company; they called themselves Christians

The gossips on the street has reached my ears of the so called sect with all their flaws exposed

He said I would find comfort in their arms

Like the Early Church, there was great rejoicing as I stepped into their midst

The new kid on the block I was but not bullied

There I met a friend closer than a brother

I learnt to speak to himand hear his replies

Many times I heard him say, this is the way walk in it 

He is the still small voice during and after the raging in my soul

Like Saul, I was blinded by light so my Ananias came along

She, vibrant  full of smiles and life

But her eyes told a different story, a certain pain with her mouth shut. 

I come hear it call out to me

We were soul sisters

Like the proverbial Ananias, she laid her hands on my eyes. The scales falling off

My mind at war

It's weaponry laid to waste

Because the wrestle was not against flesh and blood

So carnal weapons were very useless

I was a fish out of water but never alone

I barely had time to think of my tomentor and his methods

I have found love enough for a lifetime

There are days I have to be reminded of my place

Because I was quick to forget what JESUS had done but remember my tomentor at the speed of light

My transformation came with a mind renewal

I almost ran from the potter's Kline

There was I like Gold filled with dross

The sparkling white dress coloured with mire

All I had to do was sit under the purifier

A process sweet as vinegar and as easy as an ass laden with budern

But truly his burden is light and his yoke easy

I am at peace with myself

I'm getting ready for my bridegroom

I am healing

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