Freedom by Him

I'm choking , suffocating, tired and bored of struggling for life
The things around seem to be killing me deep inside
Even I don't understand how I have been able to survive so far. 
I have been undermined but I refused to yield. 
Called stubborn



As days went by the turmoils increased so witth the number of testimony
Doors kept opening, great and effectual.
The enemies waxed great but...

Something of mine was taken
My Joy was taken away from me.
It has been my priceless jewel keeping me going even in darkness and when everything was silent. My faith shattered, my hope smouldered
My heart smothered but I kept going
Fruitless and hopeless 
Slow was the speed and sluggish was the train


My innocence is stolen, I'm injured.
The pain is becoming unbearable
More times than I can count Suicidal thoughts held me down
But the fear of causing the ones I loved pain and trauma
I refused to listen to it

Tine refused to wait
Tide refused to cease.
Years flew by, decades ran past but the speed to catch up with the wings of time lost as a pin a haystack impossible to find.


Wait...
There's noise outside like none I've heard before
Why are the disturbing my peace with the sound of music 
Until it all came to a standstill right outside my door
As the wind swept past
There was a gentle knock


It's been almost a century since I was visited 
Who could it be and what news does he come bearing?
I couldn't help but ask myself
Opening the door only to discover 
My savior is come
My Joy restored , learning at his feet shattered the hold of fear and death.
Tore the garment of heaviness replacing it with one of praise


Right now sitting under his bowl of light
Illuminated to bring illumination to others
Hope came through him to me for others 
Right now I'm not a star but spotlight is shining on me

Comments

  1. Unknown1 April 2022 at 05:47

    Well done daughter, you are inspired of the Lord in Jesus name

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